boredom :\
i've watched dramas, mopped the floor, practised piano, touched a little of gz, went on facebook, read books, newspapers.
and yet morning hasnt passed yet :\

is morning that long, or did i wake up too early.
i think my bio clock is set to 8 every morning. My alarm dosent ring now, but i just "auto" wakes up. haha.

my father doesnt allow me to work, so i'm on the search for volunteer stuffs. Anyone has any? (: Also, on the search for lessons to take during the holidays. Mummy finally said sth ytd, "i think you're really very bored." haha, yes i am.

and mummy says no to visiting winter countries, cos i'm not immune to H1N1 :( uhh i really really wish i could go! And she had said she would bring me..if only there isnt H1N1. uhh!! I was so looking forward to going somewhere cold or with snow :(

mm..wells, i'm proud of myself for one thing tho! xD haha!! To not spend money on unneccesary stuffs till dec :D felt a little guilty on spending for prom. Though less than a hundred, but still...so much shopping and buying many stuffs in one week made me feel i spent a lot. i cant wait for dec to come! :DD

i really wish i could work. Not for the money, but for the fun and experience. ok, my father has his point too..taking lessons are not bad too la ((: How i wish holdiays are longer :D haha. although there's still quite long to go :P

&i've missed two shows i really wanted to watch! :( My sisters' keeper and My girlfriend is an agent. The latter hasnt ended yet but is going to be, soon. So i doubt i'll be able to catch it. I hope more nice shows are coming up.

yada yada~
maybe i'll go help my ah am prepare lunch.
再见(:

i really really wonder,
if you're true or not.
it just doesnt seem right.
or is it just me?
do i say? how do i say?
what should i do?

Thursday, November 26, 2009