ahh..how should i start. i've back spaced many times and i dun know how to phrase it right. but still, sorry that i've disappointed you. maybe i'm making it complicated and confusing myself, but, i just want to make both sides happy. But it seems impossible to do so. after going through all that, i really want to make the right decisions etc. but in reality, somehow, it just doesnt work out right. Somethings are unable to be said out in words and i really hope things unsaid can be brought across, but usually that doesnt seem to be the case. ahh..i really dunno how to phrase my thoughts out properly but anw, i'm really really sorry. really.

ok. how now. ahh!! i'm not being emo or that..just thoughts and feelings i hope will get across right. Piorities are different for different people i suppose? & these different piorities and "i dun understand why you are doing that" is creating un-needed conflicts and misunderstandings. Sticking to our own values and beliefs. ahh..why are there so many problems recently and its just keeps coming. how i wish we could juz read each other's minds and understand what really going on..& isnt it just easier that way? Problems will be solved so much faster. not just to this, but many many other things.

i think i'm not phrasing everything out very right.
ah ok. i'm not stressed or anything like that abt this. i'm fine(: just thoughts and feeling yea(:
i really really hope you'll understand. & sorry.

Monday, December 01, 2008