its such a saddening day.. the beginning of a saddening week and i'm now in the midst of a saddening term =(( I dont know why but it just seems to occur like in a sequence, like when i was in sec 1. Term 1 was normal. Term 2 was my thriving term, my BEST term~~ Term 3 was the most SADDENING term.. I juz cant explain it. First, we had our compo test. Nothing i've read came out, so i felt so useless and helpless while writing. Next was maths test. Nearly failed. I mean like i i have some qns that only when the teacher explain, then i understand. BUT THE THING IS, i'm so careless! I could have gottne 9 more marks! 9!! When Ms Tan gave me the paper, she was trying to be kind and nice, saying," Wen Yi, did you study? Was the test difficult to you?" I nearly cried. Its like what my P6 teacher said to me. I feel that i'm just not fated to do maths. But how can i trace the failure of my maths to fate? Its that i'm careless. Its not that i dont understand the thing, but its like during the test, the whole class is so quiet, so abnormal, so tense.... and on top of that your nervousness.. Its juz unexplanable. After recess was normal. I hate art too, coz i'm not artistic. Malay was ok. But i feel its like useless. Honestly, i'll forget it a week after the whole lesson. But at least Japanese you learn it for 4 years consecutively and its harder to forget when you use it twice a week plus HW.
Came home, then showed my father my maths test. He was like trying not to scold me but i felt that i like let him down lorr.. But Wen Yi shall not cry unless she fails. Wen Yi shall try harder to do her maths!
Lucky no piano today ... =) Smiles for once today. But again, more HW. Art (2 pcs) Compo test (Nth to study, but juz read so as not to feel guilty)
Sigh. Shall listen to "Change the world" to make me feel better.

Monday, July 09, 2007